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my dream last night left me with high hopes that our country might somewhat still be salvagable, but of course dreams are dreams, and never are they reality. it seems like lately everything has been nothing but a series of unfortunate events: 1. chucks burning down. 2. getting sick. 3. not being able to vote 4. seeing the person i would have voted for lose!.... okay so not that many unfortunate events, but chucks burning down and kerry losing are two terrible events all in 1 week....
i made nice with kelsey today.... okay well maybe not that we made nice, but we talked in a friendly manner which is nice. i sometimes feel very bad when i think of all the people that i was once friends with or was greatly influenced by and now have nothing to do with anymore. i wish i wasnt such a terrible person to all the people that i at one point descided that i didnt like anymore. it makes me sad to think of all the people i have either screwed over, brushed off, or just lost touch with. i feel bad for choosing friends that can not forgive and forget things that have happened so long ago. i feel bad for once being friends with people that viciously attack others. i just wish i wasnt so terrible to all the people that i once cared about.....
i made nice with kelsey today.... okay well maybe not that we made nice, but we talked in a friendly manner which is nice. i sometimes feel very bad when i think of all the people that i was once friends with or was greatly influenced by and now have nothing to do with anymore. i wish i wasnt such a terrible person to all the people that i at one point descided that i didnt like anymore. it makes me sad to think of all the people i have either screwed over, brushed off, or just lost touch with. i feel bad for choosing friends that can not forgive and forget things that have happened so long ago. i feel bad for once being friends with people that viciously attack others. i just wish i wasnt so terrible to all the people that i once cared about.....