FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE DOING ALL THIS COLLEGE SHIT, APARTMENT SHIT, REAL LIFE SHIT!!! EMILY OFFICIALLY HATES ME BECAUSE I TOLD HER I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH HER AND THAT I WANT TO LIVE IN A DORM. SHE COMPLETELY BLEW UP AT ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN A DORM (I GUESS ITS REALLY HARD TO GET A DORM FOR COLUMBIA WHEN YOU LIVE INSTATE). EVERYTHING JUST FUCKING SUCKS. IM SO STRESSED OUT ABOUT EVERYTHING. I CANT WAIT UNTILL THIS IS ALL FUCKING OVER. I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. <3EXCEPT YOU<3