last night was so spectacular. oh how i love my scot so much!!! the dance was amazing. to be honest, before we actually got to the dance all i was really excited for was being dressed up, and seeing my love all dressed up. i wasnt really expecting much from the dance because usually, a dance is a dance and ive been to many of them. of course last ( Read more... )

i need a job..... anyone have any ideas of where i can go?

dinner was interesting, to avoid further conversations of emily and her tests, jamey picked a fight with my mom about eating food in theatres. it was really a stupid fight and it completely got blown out of proportion because everyone so damn stressed as it was. emily gets her tests done tomorrow. i am already a complete wreck just thinking about ( Read more... )

POOP.POOP.POOP.POOP. POOP.POOP.POOP.POOP ( Read more... )

we live in an age that preaches femanism and equal rights. 50 years ago, the idea of being a wife while holding a job was absolutely poposturous. 50 years ago, women were told that their role in life was to cook, clean, raise the children and be the perfect wife to the perfect husband..... then the age of femanism came around. women wanted to be ( Read more... )

tonight was alright. went with scot to take his cousin to a hockey meeting. i actually had a lot of fun. i like being able to be with him doing stuff that wouldnt seem like fun, and having it end up being the most wonderful feeling. just being with him, doing regular everyday things that would be lame with anyone else, but fantastic with him, is ( Read more... )

i dont know what i would do without scot. hes what gets me through life.

maybe its the medicine, maybe its the cold, maybe its just me. i keep having these crazy dreams or dream like thoughts that im being brought into this totally forign place... its filled with people i know, but everything is so unfamiliar. i know its no place ive ever been before, but i still feel so comfortable and natural being there. no one ( Read more... )

so its 1:45 in the morning right now i wanted to be asleep 3 hours ago so i could wake up early and run before school. i doubt that will happen.... all i can do is think of every one that ive ever been good friends with in my life....this all started because i was thinking about how baddly i wanted a smoke..... that somehow lead to grad parties, ( Read more... )

i know its a bit to early to start worrying. they dont even know what it is yet. may be nothing. then again it could be last year all over again. i cant help but worry. its all i think about.... nothing else even seems important anymore. im happy shell be here in a few days. i need to see her. ive been such a bitch to her.... fuck i hope its ( Read more... )