Alright. So I've had a fairly revealing weekend/after exam break. My parents have been out of town, people have been staying out our house, my skills as a parent are being tested (concerning my little sister) and my mom is pushing just about as hard as she can push. Quite frankly I dont care, it happens. Some stuff really has bothered me though, ( Read more... )

What a wonderful day, seriously grand. I went for this run in the park at like sunset and it was sooo serene. Like for some reason I was the only one there. I saw the sunset over lake crabtree, and it was warm but it looked like it was cold because the leaves were all gone. It was just really awesome, one of those moments that can make a day. And ( Read more... )

Ultra lame situation of the week-"My friend" knows this really amazing girl, but she has a boyfriend. Yeah "he" should probably drop it right there, but her boyfriend is a jerk, just bad to her in every possible way, and this girl definatley deserves better. Unfair and unfourtunate isnt it? Because whats a guy to do? So many conflicting viewpoints/ ( Read more... )

The semester is ending. Tommorow is the last real day, I'm excited about the change but also dreading it to a certain degree. Mrs Buelin has exhibited passive agressive hostility towards me all year long, and I have a class with her first period next semester, and I dont like math and I'm in pre-calc. Additionally we have the AP exams and things ( Read more... )

I wonder if life would be more enjoyable or less enjoyable if it was more static. Photography is really interesting to me, I wish Green Hope had a photography class, like a real photography class. I wonder what life would be like if I didnt have so many responsiblities and had more time to myself, like what kind of person I would be, not that I ( Read more... )

Just a couple of good things can make your whole day. Its a good change, something I'd prefer to stick with actually. I still dont know what to do with myself, speaking as generally as possible. I really am leaning towards a tech theatre major in college though. Probably. I love tech, thats all I know. I hate kids at my highschool. The ones that ( Read more... )

I have spent the last couple of days just fucking around. Doing pretty much anything and everything excluding homework and work, its been ultra stellar glorious and I might just keep this going. I'm getting tired of trying to do well in school. I was on a cruise with some really amazing people a year ago. It all seems so sureal. I dont know what I' ( Read more... )

We got a new dog today. Puppy actually but I keep calling it (her) a dog. Calling her it because currently her name is unidentified. Denty for short. Hope that one doesnt stick. So I was thinking, does life have to be identified by strife and bad times, or are people just slaved into certain patterns of thinking. I want to go to UNC-A for college. ( Read more... )

This has been a bad day I'm afraid. Made worse because I have to pretend that everything is great. It's bumming me out. I'm not trying to be a killjoy, really I'm not, I'd prefer to have a good day. Just a number of things and people have happened to keep me from having that sorta day. I've come to realize that I'm loosing myself. I truely have so ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas