I am (still) alive. More or less.

Today has been crazy. Like it feels like at least three days. My mind has been on speed and red bull for the past 4 hours and I've thought thoughts I didnt know I could think. I've made connections that have been chilling out in my brain for three years, its crazy that this is happening like this. I love The Eagles. and Johnny Cash.

Just watched Grays Anatomy with Chris. Cool show, fun watching it with him because he turns into a girl. It sucks seeing yourself in the crappy pussy character who always has to go through hell to get the girl. Fucking TV. And not to sound to overly macho/condescending, I'm very much so a girl to. But honestly its girls that make me a girl. It's a ( Read more... )

Things are still good. I dont know whats really going on as far as alot of things are concerned, kinda caught up in the maelstrom, but not so much thrashing around as surfing on it. Hopefully I'll stay that way. The musical is a blast, wicked loads of fun, but no suprises there. I love everyone in the cast and the slowly building crew. Me and Aaron ( Read more... )

Wow so today was completely unexpected. It was much much more enjoyable than I thought it would be, and it all pretty much boils down to some of my friends, one in particular. It was nice having a nice day. I slept in Mr. Phillips class yesterday. I didnt even know about it until second period today when some people laughed at me for it. I was ( Read more... )

So I moved in with my dad. Its official. I like it, its a nice change living without constant conflict and fighting. I'm talking to my brother through aim even though he's just in the next room, lame but convenient. Am I the problem with the environment? Do I care? Honestly I really want someone to, ask mark says, be clingy on. Its kinda ridiculous ( Read more... )

So you know what, fuck it. I'm having a wicked awesome time, I'm just ignoring all the bullshit. I'm the Tech Director! I love the cast! I'd include the crew to, but as it is I'm it. (for the time being.) Some people want to go to prom with me, (technically on the fence as to wether I want to go or not) (even though I said I wasnt going) so I'll ( Read more... )

So I've had a kinda rough-ish couple of days. I havent really had to bad a day as far as most things go, school could be worse, my friends are great. But my family doesnt really lay up, there's alot to it and I'm not going to get into it to. Suffice it to say we (that is to say my parents and I) are both at fault. Unfourtunatley they have all the ' ( Read more... )

Five dollars for anyone who actually knows what the background on my journal is. (for real) I'm about to go to kelsey's, lots of people chillin there then at my moms tonight (mom and stepdad are out of town again)I spent two hours in the ipod store today getting mine fixed, I've decided to save up for an apple book, because thats the thing to do. ( Read more... )

I am the lamest kid on the planet! Haha, I'm the TD!!! (tech director) Ultra-stellar glorious. Oh yes, week is awesome and getting awesome-er