Recently dived into LJ past, looking for some information to support an argument of mine on Facebook, only to once again discover how awesome I was. I really didn't give a fuck about who I offended and honestly, I still shouldn't ( Read more... )

The best advice I never received...trust in love.

In the end you just know

Sometimes you realize things were never completed and there is so much more of the story to be told. Emails sent. I'll always love you. I'd laugh at me. Holes are dug. Only so much you can do. Let's be secret lovers, you, me, and this keyboard.

I know I'm a shitty friend and I am okay with that. Why? Because if I am a shitty friend you: A. Don't deserve me or B. are stupid ( Read more... )

Sometimes believing the lie is easier than knowing the truth.

Realizing that you aren't worth the truth. Lie after lie. I call you out and you lie to me again. You have no respect for me.

I put a lot of trust in a certain person I called a friend, we shared some great moments but today I found out that she lied to me. Whether it was intentional or a cheap attempt to spare my feelings it was wrong but I don't care, this was the final straw. Numerous times before she made it clear that she was much more into herself than being a ( Read more... )

July again. Somehow this month always brings me back to a month of memories; memories of him, memories of music, memories of friends, memories of parties, just memories. I'm sure it comes down to the fact that July was his birth month and he was something that I never obtained. I always seem to obtain the goals I set for myself...but that was one ( Read more... )

We bought a super awesome juicer recently to begin our juice diet again....Let me tell you...My juice last night was awesome. It is the only way I am going to stomach green food but I am proud to say I had broccoli, cucumber, and other green yummys. Hopefully this juicing will really make me feel better cause I hate feeling like crap.