Some days it seems nearly impossible to get through a day of work. Every muscle is my back is in knots and I feel like I am hunched over. The only real relief comes with heating pads, muscle relaxers and sleep....but that isn't an option. The pain is so frustrating and I really wish people would understand what I go through when I get like this. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes the site going down and the internal network going down can make for an entertaining day at work. Watching everyone sit around with nothing to do, knowing that they can't receive email complaints, phone complaints, etc...It is giving me plenty of time to text and catch up. Brings a smile to my face.

I work with a bunch of idiots. Changing positions has been a very big eye opener for me. I have a new perspective on things and it is very difficult to look at the old team I was with with any respect. Careless and lazy best describe those people. I wish I could fold up paper airplanes with hate messages on them and fly them around the office.

I miss livejournal and I miss posts by everyone.

Livejournal, welcome back to my life. We shall once again become good friends.

Listening to 80’s today which brings me make to the RHPS and Metro Goth nights…the boys that I crushed on at those places were definitely not the type of person I could ever imagined staying with. They were just what I considered nice to look at during that time and looked like they would be fun boyfriends ( Read more... )

Since July 2010 I have suffered so many losses in my family. Starting with my grandpa, followed by my cat Oreo, then 2 cats at my mom’s Nemo and Honey, then my dad, my cat Fuzzy and today my cat Luke. Yes, several were cats…but my cats are my family. I’m so sick of losses. Every time things start in an upward motion, someone dies ( Read more... )

Reality is I don’t like most people. I don’t like them because of their stupidity even the most intelligent people are stupid. If you don’t have common sense, don’t even waste my time. If you sit and start to judge someone based upon your lack of knowledge and common sense then I really don’t want to hear about your life or anything about you - in ( Read more... )

The exhaustion is only getting worse. It seems like each day is more and more of a struggle. My blood pressure is lower than ever and eating seems like such a task. Every part of my body feels heavy. My moods aren’t getting any better. I generally don’t like anything and don’t want to deal with anyone or anything. I can’t get a diagnosis for ( Read more... )

Sitting back listening to my “Random Coolness” playlist and it brings me back to so many memories - memories from about 7th grade forward. Sitting around listening to Rancid…because you know how cool Rancid was in 7th grade! VNV Nation - oh the days in the Goth clubs and I was oh so tragic. It is amazing how music holds so many memories, more ( Read more... )

Most days when I read ‘friends’ status updates on Facebook - I want to push them off a cliff to shut them up. I don’t really care that preschool for you 3 year old starts in 30 mins EVERYDAY! Seriously - get a life. If you are going to update your status…Please make it worth reading. Additionally - please read your post in your head and hear how ( Read more... )