It's been a long time since I have been on here. It makes me want to cry after reading through a few entries. It makes me realize that maybe I don't know what I am doing with my life. I'm scared. I feel like I am fucking up, loosing all of the people that really mattered to me. I can never keep myself in one spot. I get comfortable, then bored... ( Read more... )

Y'all know what I seen while watching T.V. last night? A commercial for a depression medication. Maybe you have seen this one before...

Commercial: Cymbalta

Catch Phrase: "Depression hurts, but you don't have to."

Does anyone else find this funny...

So basically they are saying that they can just make you numb...

Kill the pain, and continue dragging ( Read more... )

So... it was about 7:00am this morning when I recieved a call from that gas station. They told me that I have the job and wondered when I wanted to start working. Today was my first day at work. I gotta say, I like it a lot more than I thought I would. The people are nice, and so were most of the customers ( Read more... )

I went to put gas in my car last night at the gas station where I had my interview and I talked with the guy that had interviewed me. He said that I was one of two people that he wanted the district manager to give a second interview to and asked if I would be able to come in this morning. I just got the call, and I go in at nine ( Read more... )

I hate sitting here waiting for phone calls. I'm so bored... my Sims game is getting kinda overplayed as of late ( Read more... )

I have a job interview today at 1:00 at the One Stop gas station on Davison and Irish. I am really excited, and it would be nice to be able to say that I am employed. I hope that it all goes well... it would be a nice way to end the year. I'm keepin my fingers crossed.

December 27th I am going down to Tennessee to visit with my lil 'ol buddy Brittany. I am really excited to get out of Michigan for a while. This is going to be my first real vacation by my self. This New Years is going to be quite the memorable one, that's for damn sure. Who knows what we are going to do. I know I am not gonna be drinking, but that ( Read more... )

WARNING: If you find yourself driving behind an extremely slow maroon Dodge Caravan this winter, I am sorry. I am scared of the snow...

thats all.

Got most of my Psych. Paper done today!!! I was feeling a little stressed out about it, but after about four or five hours of working on it, I am now feeling mighty confident. I've honestly known about it for about a month or longer now... but I didn't really do anything until I heard that it was supposed to be due last Thursday... he's now giving ( Read more... )

I am not ready for this. I feel like I am going to throw up. All I want right now is to be cuddling with you, watching movies or something, anything. I don't want this to happen. I'm still in love.