Oh, The Memories...
It's been a long time since I have been on here. It makes me want to cry after reading through a few entries. It makes me realize that maybe I don't know what I am doing with my life. I'm scared. I feel like I am fucking up, loosing all of the people that really mattered to me. I can never keep myself in one spot. I get comfortable, then bored... Then I think I want to mix shit up a bit, meet new people, do new things... I have fun for a little bit, then it all starts over again. I miss the house on Nebraska. Well, not the house itself, but all of the memories we have all made in it. I wonder if I fucked myself. Gave up one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
I'm always giving up.
I'm always giving up.