Oh, The Memories...

[lost_skeletons]

It's been a long time since I have been on here. It makes me want to cry after reading through a few entries. It makes me realize that maybe I don't know what I am doing with my life. I'm scared. I feel like I am fucking up, loosing all of the people that really mattered to me. I can never keep myself in one spot. I get comfortable, then bored...

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[pornisforlovers]

chica! i miss those memories too. it was a completely different life it seems to me, like now i've changed so much and i'm just wondering if THAT'S the person i really was, or the person i am now is who i was meant to be. i can honestly say that i was unhappy at that house, for all the reasons we used to talk about. it's not that you fucked yourself, i think you've just grown and changed -- i think we all have. but we've all impacted each others lives to a ridiculous extent. focus on that, and the good memories, instead of dwelling in the past on things that nobody can do anything about now. things seem to be working out for me in the long run... as long as you stick with it. i don't know if this makes any sense to you, but i just wanted to know i'm here for ya. it takes a special kind of person to like monotony. just because your'e not one of those people doesn't mean you don't know what you want. you know what you want -- now go get it. we both know you are stubborn and focused enough to do that :)

love you!