I know this is early but.... Happy Birthday Asagi! I hope you will be happy and joyous. May you find new inspiration and continue to fill the world with you beautiful voice. No matter where you go or what you do your fans, especially this fan, will support you until the end.


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It came today!  *dances madly* My Tightrope CDs have arrived!!!!!!!!!!! Yahooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They are gone. Whatever it is is gone.  I will probably never quite remember what I said, but it was powerful.  That much I know.  The air was humming with power and I saw something rise from the ground.  It was dark as night and it had wings.  Black wings.  It looked at me with hatred and then vanished.  It is gone.  That nameless being that has ( Read more... )

It was actually a spell from the Talmud to banish the demon Shabriri.  The idea is to slowly eradicate the demon's name until it becomes utter nonsense and leaves the demon powerless.  For example: Shabriri briri riri iri ri.  I am taking the names of two classes of demons:  the mazzikin or harmers and the ruhin or evil spirits.  I will follow the ( Read more... )

Fine!  Screw Lilith!  They are taking her back to the old pagan rites.  I want the old Jewish rites.  Lilith is a demoness in Hebrew lore, not a goddess.  And I thought if I found something like that it would help. Guess I got to keep looking.

I am going to try and recreate a ritual to protect against demons.  There I said it.  I have been looking up ways to banish evil.  I think I need blood for this.  I am pretty sure I do.  What this thing, whatever it is seeks is death and destruction.  All it thinks about is blood.  I am going to locate a ritual on how to banish Lilith and go from ( Read more... )

Okay.  I need to do this.  It has started again.  The pain.  The emotions and the convulsions that follow.  I am barely able to type.  But I must.  I have to get it out there somehow.  I need to feel like there is a reason to get through this tonight.  I have to fight.  I must fight.  Never give up.  Never. 

It is 6:42 in the morning and I am awake.  I haven't done this since high school.  It is all because of a stupid class at 8.  I am so tired.  Well better be moving.  It is the first day of classes.  Here I got.  *takes a deep breath*  I better not fall asleep in class.

So I go shopping for a vibrator tonight because I desperately need one.  Mommy dearest calls just as I am finishing.  I didn't buy anything.  I was scoping out my options.  Mom and I have a deal that if I buy anything above $50.00 I will tell her.  She is partially responsible for my checking account, which holds my discretionary income.  So I ( Read more... )

All my favorite websites are fail tonight.  Including LJ.  I am in sore need of entertainment before I go off to Pennsylvania to a cottage where cell phones and the internet does not work.