I am doing something I never thought I would do...
I am going to try and recreate a ritual to protect against demons. There I said it. I have been looking up ways to banish evil. I think I need blood for this. I am pretty sure I do. What this thing, whatever it is seeks is death and destruction. All it thinks about is blood. I am going to locate a ritual on how to banish Lilith and go from there. Then improvisation is the next step. I have to adapt this to Jewish customs. I sadly do no have a ewe or grain offering that I can burn on an altar. And it doesn't help that the only acceptable temple is destroyed. So, this is going to be hard. But I need to do this. I cannot take it anymore. This thing is more evil than good in my belief. Whatever people say about visions and stuff I am going to do this. I need to free myself from this nightmare.