WTF is with my Mom?
So I go shopping for a vibrator tonight because I desperately need one. Mommy dearest calls just as I am finishing. I didn't buy anything. I was scoping out my options. Mom and I have a deal that if I buy anything above $50.00 I will tell her. She is partially responsible for my checking account, which holds my discretionary income. So I forewarned her that I was going to buy something and she asked what it was. I can never lie to my Mom. She can detect it in my voice. So I told her. She got angry. She said it was not something I needed to think about what with me starting college up again tomorrow. I felt hurt. I don't know how else to explain this. My therapist and a good friend both insisted I get one. I trust them. So I went to go get one. I need this. I hadn't had an orgasm until these past two nights for over a year. It has been that long since my boyfriend broke up with me over the phone. Why can't she understand that this is a huge deal for me? I need this badly. I need to have some sort of sex life, even if it is without a partner. There is so much sexual tension in me that I am going crazy. I don't get it! WTF!