I'm bored I forgot Live Journal even existed...

Rearranging room, missing friends, no school, hardly working till I clear my ticket, umm life's boring and I miss my friends.

meow! I got arrested but nothing bad other then the fact I am on record now is all that happen plus I had to stay there for like 12 hours. I totally had no reason to be arrested!!! I was drunk sleeping without keys and what not. I was totally passed out!! Damn those horrible people!

I am in just a weird state now ( Read more... )

So I just talked to my mom and she put what it feels like to be depressed for me in words!! It's crazy...I think I am just like her emotion bag of doom! I was trying to help my mom calm down cuz she was upset with her bf's sisters and how they turn everything around on her when her intentions are purely thoughtful...stuff is weird!!

I am just sooo lost with everything!! It's like I don't know my left from my right...sometimes I really don't but that besides the point! It's like my head is just like over filled with sooo many thoughts I become insainly tired but becuase I just think about sooo many things I become stressed and then when some form of joy comes I become happy ( Read more... )

Ohhhh chocolate!!! Okay soo my week was interesting...hung with mike/jason on wed maybe thursday I think then with laurie either thursday or friday who knows but friday was fun, got shit faced as normal went to dennys and all that grass and got my car all inked up with window paint...damn lame people who wrote on my car! :P Anyway saturday I ( Read more... )

Bah I got another parking ticket today. I don't stop getting tickets. My bills are now at the 700$ range not including the 300 I owe to james and tk. I have the speeding ticket a bill for my hospitle visit, the parking tickets, and no life but to go out and drink almost every other night because that seems to be better then me sitting at home ( Read more... )

I am not even gonna do homework I just don't care anymore... I don't care about anything. I can't be happy or even care about myself I just don't care anymore. Gonna sleep prolly just gonna sit at home and not gonna goto class. I don't feel good mentaly nor physically. I'm just useless. goodnight.

Idk I just feel so fucked. Nothing with me works and life is pointless. It's not like anything matters anymore. My life is pure shit at this point and doesn't seem to be getting better. I should like drive off a cliff , so sick of everything that happens in my life...

Went to casino it made me sad. Hung out with eric after work today and went to malibu then to jasons house wanted to have a party but he's lame!! He should start that up again cuz it was sooo chill to sit by the fire and talk about nothing. And of course drink and smoke and stuff ( Read more... )