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Bah I got another parking ticket today. I don't stop getting tickets. My bills are now at the 700$ range not including the 300 I owe to james and tk. I have the speeding ticket a bill for my hospitle visit, the parking tickets, and no life but to go out and drink almost every other night because that seems to be better then me sitting at home having my mom bitch at me about how I am never home when I am home atleast once a day but hell I can't sleep anymore at home or even concentrate on anything but my computer screen or my writing!!! I have to buy tires but I can't, I have to get to school but I don't have gas. I have a job but if I work the hours they want me to work my body starts to ache and I don't goto school cuz I am too depressed to get outta bed. I was thinking about what to do becuase I can't get any positive feed back from friends cuz they just want to critisize or be as negative as they can when my life is only negative I really don't want to be around it anymore. I'm getting extreamly sick of it all!
I just wana give up on everyting I really don't know how to better who I am right now. I have no ability to do well in school only passing...Even then I don't have a clue as to what to do!!! I have no passions for anything anymore. All my dreams are destroyed and I don't have confidence in myself at all!
I just wana give up on everyting I really don't know how to better who I am right now. I have no ability to do well in school only passing...Even then I don't have a clue as to what to do!!! I have no passions for anything anymore. All my dreams are destroyed and I don't have confidence in myself at all!