blah blah blah...moms dying everything in life is crap I need drugs. Someone make me take drugs cuz yeah you can be falsely happy! Again life sucks makes me wanna go start writing stuff again. Music makes me more depressed. I keep listening to depressing music. yeah when was life supposed to get better???

EMO I AM!!! WAHHH-FUCKIN-WHOOOO

Oh how alive I feel.

I realized the stupidity I admit now that drugs are stupid! I am done!! I really feel uneasy about them... I don't mind talking but I am sticking with drunk. I like that the most. Fuck E, acid and all that crazy psyco k-razy shit... This is all. NIGGER-Z!

Yeah so rave tomorrow called hardcandy! It's hard dance and stuff...kiddo is the only happy hardcore. But yeah it sounds like fun. Taking my brothers friend and possibly his sister and her friend but yeah who is down ( Read more... )

Life is depressing isn't it?? So I ended up getting sit yesterday and now I am uber sick ( Read more... )

I'm bored. It's 3.56 and nothing to do I will prolly finsih this post in like 20 min even though it's short cuz I have the attention span of a dog or something that just can't pay attention...idk. I drove around for a good 2 hours tonight found some cool views in pv and went wheeeee down hills and stuff. Started thinking about how boring my ( Read more... )

Meow ( Read more... )

Mission Competed! I went to a rave sober!!! I really really wanted to roll really bad!!

I am not reading james posts...too long. Too much concentration requied I find the best way to read his are to type in your name and start reading from there...using the find commmand! YAY best post in world ( Read more... )

All I can say is wow for last night...lol. I had fun! I was fucking drunk as all hell!!! Chauncey is horrible for throwing bottles at cars!! But whatever drunk driving is bad don't do it people!!! But yeah I hung with chaucney all day and nessa and random people who showed up at her house and then jackie came over and it was funny shit!! We ( Read more... )