Tired. Very Tired ( Read more... )

I wish someone would sit and just talk to me....I've had a shit week, been in the dumps about a lot of things, spent the holiday alone, and have had such horrible nightmares....I just need to talk to someone, to get a check on reality. I just need to know that someone cares ( Read more... )

You know what, forget about my last post. Don't bother reading it, I'm just an asshole anyway. I shouldn't have shot my mouth off....especially now. I'm sorry, I really am ( Read more... )

Here it is, my post for the year! Maybe I'll post more often, if you keep giving me things to write about, Ami; especially considering I only ever seem to post about/for you. XD ( Read more... )

I'm sorry....I always seem to make things worse. I try to cheer you, to make you laugh some of the pain away, and instead I salt the wounds. Please forgive me. It's just.....your pain hurts me. I want to try and help; to make you happy. I know that I'm not much use, but I can't help but try. I'll try to do better from now on. I'll try not to hurt ( Read more... )

My best friend is hurting. She thinks so poorly of herself that it hurts me to even read it, and there's nothing I can do to try and help her. If I could, I would fly across the country and use my magickal powers to set things to right--but I can barely survive month to month ( Read more... )

I don't know what's gotten into me today--I just feel nostalgic, downright sappy. I feel like I haven't been able to show the people I care about exactly how much I truly do care. This is kind of a tribute to you all, even if you never read this. I know I won't be able to really show most of you how I feel, and I'm sorry. But at least I can try ( Read more... )

....story of my life. Everything goes on and on, and I feel dragged by it. My roommate is moving to Arizona......I'm going to miss her. School is out.....I think I did well enough. And Astaria is letting me back in....at least theres something good. That place has been my home for.....what, nine years now? My escape from everything, dead friends, ( Read more... )

I am still alive, mostly.....mostly. After my harrowing brush with illness etc, etc, I have finally found time to update for my multitudes of followers. The world so far: I finally heard back from administration on my 1quarter extension for changing majors. It looks like everything is going well, so long as I don't have some sort of major aneurism ( Read more... )

Been a wonderful christmas, all-in-all......except for the whole family part and lack of computer.....yeah. But, it seems my fans have missed me, and have demanded my glorious presence before them. I even have a request, and here it is ( Read more... )