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You know what, forget about my last post. Don't bother reading it, I'm just an asshole anyway. I shouldn't have shot my mouth off....especially now. I'm sorry, I really am.
I feel like such an ass.
I give up.
I should just stop whining by now anyway. It's not like it matters, or will make any difference. Besides, I'm probably wrong anyway. I'll just.....do what I always do.
I came to terms with the fact that I'll always be alone anyway.
Besides, what do I know about anything? No matter how hard I try, it'll always end up the same anyway. I'm sure you're better off without me, just like everyone else.
Fuck it all. I'm going to bed.
Maybe if I'm lucky, this time I won't wake up.
Maybe, just this once, I can stay in my dreams, where I actually get to be happy too.
I'll be good now. I'm a good boy, just like you want.
Just like everyone wants.
I feel like such an ass.
I give up.
I should just stop whining by now anyway. It's not like it matters, or will make any difference. Besides, I'm probably wrong anyway. I'll just.....do what I always do.
I came to terms with the fact that I'll always be alone anyway.
Besides, what do I know about anything? No matter how hard I try, it'll always end up the same anyway. I'm sure you're better off without me, just like everyone else.
Fuck it all. I'm going to bed.
Maybe if I'm lucky, this time I won't wake up.
Maybe, just this once, I can stay in my dreams, where I actually get to be happy too.
I'll be good now. I'm a good boy, just like you want.
Just like everyone wants.