This is the first day I can actually sit and relax for a few minutes to write a journal entry. Gram does not have to go to the hospital this afternoon for blood work or pills. Having to make five trips to town has been hard on gram and me. Gram is sick this morning and in bed. Yesterday while at the hospital she was sneezing steadily and her nose ( Read more... )

Hub was right! We are never going to see the money from lobstering ( Read more... )

It is really cold here today, with the wind chill it feels like -15. This morning when I woke up my hand was almost froze because it wasn’t under the covers. I knew last evening it was going to be a cold snap so I put my long johns on last night but I was still cold. I went up to get my paper and nearly froze me arse. Normally when I get up I just ( Read more... )

I am peeved. Not like that is anything new with me here lately BUT I swear I am going to be hurting someone if I keep getting the run around.. I’m not sure if I mentioned previously about hubs boss calling Monday. I wouldn’t answer the phone because I just want to speak my mind and tell him like it is. With hub being gone this week and the dick ( Read more... )

I am sitting here waiting for gram to wake up. I am trying to get back in my normal routine of waking up early again. I’ve been so behind since being sick that it’s taking me a long time to get back to where I was. With each passing day I am getting a little more energy. I just can’t wait until I’m off those darn antibiotics. They are killing me ( Read more... )

My goldfish dies yesterday and I just found my youngest budgie bird, (bluebird) dead in his cage this afternoon. Simply unbelievable!!!! Is this a sign???

I am very tired this morning. I believe I slept well last night but this morning the freaking phone woke me early. Hubs boss must have got back from Florida while spending my hubs money. Yeah you read that right. Hub still hasn’t got paid in full all the money from lobstering , yet his boss can go on vacation and party away while we sit here ( Read more... )

I got good news from the doctor. The cells have not changed. They are the same as 6 months ago. I still have pre cancerous cells but they are mild ( Read more... )

Today I go for my appointment regarding the results about the colposcopy I had in January. I can’t say I am looking forward to it. I’m not even sure if I can drive myself this afternoon. My mind just isn’t where it’s supposed to be. I don’t know how to explain that. Since I’ve been sick I have been really forgetful and I find it so hard to ( Read more... )

I know a lot of people have pondered about what the heck they are doing here on this earth and since I haven’t been feeling that great and have been sick a while I’ve been doing some serious thinking on this particular subject. I still have no idea why I am here or what I am here to do. I do know one thing though; I have a lot of lessons to learn ( Read more... )