I wanted to make it look like I posted a journal entry in June... but you and I both know that I didn't. But now I just can't post in the past apparently... NO FAIR!!!

So, there's like this person Im dating. That's about it. I thought I should take up an entire journal entry to announce that. Cause I love this person to pieces... and I miss her so much. She's gone, she went away... to some foreign land, from what I understand. But yeah, I miss her... I just thought that I would say that. And if she reads this, I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I think that I need to write. I'm not in the greatest of moods righgt now and not in the best condition to be writing a journal entry. With all the of the emotions tha tI am feeling right now plus that alcohol that is in nmy system, I am furious. Courtney and I rode together to Chris and Alex'sd hou8se for a party and Courtney didnt want to ( Read more... )

When I'm back from the road ( Read more... )

I LOVE this.....I'm here for you if you need my ( Read more... )

I dont want to get into great detail, but after today, I know I am going to fall back into old ways. Bad habits, not like smoking or anything... I already do that anyway. I just did a lot of destructive things to myself back in the summer and today I had a relapse to such things. I was doing so well and just dealing with the depression. The ( Read more... )

I posted once a month since July and I missed December... it was a really busy month though. What with Billy dying four days after the last entry and then Chris' mom dying and another friends mom being arrested and I had to bail her out with $500 and then take her home. And then she tried to kill herself as well. So it really has been busy. THESE ( Read more... )

Sleep has become non-existant recently. And no one really seems to care about anything any more either. But oh well. I will just sit here in my chair thinking about where my life is heading. My dad wants me to go to Morehead State University in Kentucky. And I am not ruling it out as an option. I think the way he even pursuaded me to even consider ( Read more... )

So yeah it has been a hell of a long time since I have last updated in this journal. And I think that I should be more true to this journal than any other one. No one that I know reads this Journal besides Sarah... and anything I say in here she has already heard because I can share a whole hell of a lot with her and if she hasnt already heard it, ( Read more... )

Ok, school was not so bad. I dont really have much to say. Umm last night I went over to the Castro homestead and hung out with plenty of people. Watching DCI finals was ok, but definately better in the real. Then Kevin and I went upstairs to check out some of his beats for his album. He did rap a couple of songs for me and I really can't wait to ( Read more... )