How, oh, how can one human be such a paradox bound to solidity simply because due to pounds of flesh and bone? It's mind boggling. It truly is. But enough of the confusing momentary banter; it's getting those reading really nowhere quickly. The reason for my peculiar words is because I feel so...weird lately that it's difficult for me to accurately ( Read more... )

That's the one thing I am ultimately grateful for in my older age. I have completely embraced my long held self-determined mentality of open-mindedness and with that came the desire to better understand that which I took at a basic level. Now I'm sure that sentences are rather obscure in their context but I am basically saying that I'm glad I ( Read more... )

Relationships have always been a hard struggle for me. I could and would develop feelings for certain boys but 9/10 never have them returned. Or the opposite would happen. They would fall for me and either I would immediately turn them down or I would date them for a time and then realize what a mistake it was and promptly end it. Neither choice ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why it took me as long as it did when I finally began college to wake up to embrace the knowledge I had had all along that was in regard to my  future and really do something with it. Up until about mid last year I was just sort of going through the motions of college because it was expected of me and I knew that it would benefit me in ( Read more... )

AWA is like...6 days away and I am fucking wired for it too. Ashy and myself went hardcore this year and enlisted the pay-by-the-hour help of a commissioner. So we're officially going as Hikaru Shidou and Fuu Hououji from Magic Knight Rayearth. The only minor crutch to our costume is that they're not the more recognizable versions of them from the ( Read more... )

*Le sigh~*

Over a year plus since my actual last entry. Not that near anyone would notice that. I deleted all the other entries in one big flush the night before last. It was obnoxious though; having to go through each single entry just to remove it. Once it was all gone and done, I only slightly regretted it. But the reason for that is mostly due ( Read more... )