I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

For the past few days alot of stuff has happened that made me really come to realize that change in life is not always bad. I've been a really busy young lady for the last couple days. I moved into a new apartment building it's really beautiful. I love it. Saturday my two best friends got married. I'm so proud of them. IT's great! ( Read more... )

..because I saw it on beth's LJ and wanted to do it to see what people say about me ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I updated last. Not a lot has happened that really needs to be discussed. I really miss my little brother. I've actually been able to see him a few times this past week. It's fun. I'm glad I can see him now. He's my little angel, anyone who knows me, knows that my brother means a lot to me. My siblings are the ( Read more... )

Life in general has been decent lately. I've completely given up on finding a guy. If there's someone out there for me, he'll find me in due time. I work all the time right now anyway so I don't really have time for a boyfriend. I barely have time for anything much less a boyfriend. My life seems to be changing a lot. I've gotten to the point ( Read more... )

Lately things have been really hectic. I started stocking at work now so I work long hours again. I work from 1:30 in the afternoon to anywhere from 10 pm - 1 am. IT's good though, I love working there. The people I work with are awesome, Godfrey, Ricky, Wil, and Nathan. I'm the only girl that is a stocker it's great. They treat me like they ( Read more... )

It's almost my birthday again. Alot of people actually forgot about my birthday. That's ok. It doesn't bother me because all it means is that I'm getting older and need to keep growing up mentally. I have alot of things I have to accomplish before I'm 21. I felt an inch tall the other day when Darrin told me he was starting college in January as ( Read more... )

Today I've been thinking about things that happened back when I was younger, I was thinking about how great life was when I had no worries what so ever. I could walk around and know that I was ok and that I was never going to be like those sad people. I was not going to be hurting and afraid of things. I then realized that when you get older you ( Read more... )

"It's all in my head, i think about it over and over again ( Read more... )