My sister.. (confession)
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
My whole entire life I've been jealous of my sister. She's the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I admire her for everything. Many of you know that my sister took me under her wing when I got kicked out of my mom's house. She helped me so very much. Now that I've got back on my own two feet she treats me like dirt and I hate it. My sister hurts me more than anything. I love her so much. She's done so much for me and I don't know if this is her way of paying me back for moving in with her or what but I just can't take it anymore. My sister is the really beautiful, long blonde hair, pretty eyes, perfect weight. I don't understand why I look the way I do but I can't help it. I'm overweight, I'm not very pretty, but if people would look on the inside of the two of us. They would definately see that I have the bigger heart, the trust, the love, the care. I don't date people because of their looks, or because they have money or a nice car. I date people because they mean something to me. I always get my heart broken because either I'm not pretty enough, I'm not skinny enough, I'm not rich enough. I don't care about all that so why should the person I'm dating? I get so sick of my sister and her boyfriend doing the things they do. They know it hurts my feelings but still they insist on doing them. I'm trying my best to move out but I don't want to leave my sister just out in the rain paying the bills by herself. Hey boyfriend doesn't have a job so he wouldn't be able to help her. But if she doesn't straighten up I'm gonna have to leave because I can't stand to be around them anymore. They're constantly drunk, as well as my brother and his wife, who live across the street from me. It's hurting. They've broken my heart enough. Besides I keep telling myself I need to take some time for myself and I don't do it. This summer I'm leaving for a week but I'm not telling anyone where I'm going just for the simple fact that I don't want to be around them anymore. I'm almost tempted not to bring my phone with me or any other way to contact me because I'm not sure that I want to be around people while I'm away. If anyone actually gave a shit about where I was going, who with, and why they'd actually ask. Have they?!
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
My whole entire life I've been jealous of my sister. She's the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I admire her for everything. Many of you know that my sister took me under her wing when I got kicked out of my mom's house. She helped me so very much. Now that I've got back on my own two feet she treats me like dirt and I hate it. My sister hurts me more than anything. I love her so much. She's done so much for me and I don't know if this is her way of paying me back for moving in with her or what but I just can't take it anymore. My sister is the really beautiful, long blonde hair, pretty eyes, perfect weight. I don't understand why I look the way I do but I can't help it. I'm overweight, I'm not very pretty, but if people would look on the inside of the two of us. They would definately see that I have the bigger heart, the trust, the love, the care. I don't date people because of their looks, or because they have money or a nice car. I date people because they mean something to me. I always get my heart broken because either I'm not pretty enough, I'm not skinny enough, I'm not rich enough. I don't care about all that so why should the person I'm dating? I get so sick of my sister and her boyfriend doing the things they do. They know it hurts my feelings but still they insist on doing them. I'm trying my best to move out but I don't want to leave my sister just out in the rain paying the bills by herself. Hey boyfriend doesn't have a job so he wouldn't be able to help her. But if she doesn't straighten up I'm gonna have to leave because I can't stand to be around them anymore. They're constantly drunk, as well as my brother and his wife, who live across the street from me. It's hurting. They've broken my heart enough. Besides I keep telling myself I need to take some time for myself and I don't do it. This summer I'm leaving for a week but I'm not telling anyone where I'm going just for the simple fact that I don't want to be around them anymore. I'm almost tempted not to bring my phone with me or any other way to contact me because I'm not sure that I want to be around people while I'm away. If anyone actually gave a shit about where I was going, who with, and why they'd actually ask. Have they?!