I woke up this morning...What a big whoop. I'm tired though, I don't want to do anything today. I want to just lay on my bed in the basement of my sister's and stare at the ceiling and listen to "45" and think. I just want to be alone today. I think tomorrow I'm going to do this. Just wake up in the morning, turn on that cd on repeat and stare ( Read more... )

Here it is, another Beautiful day outside, and another step to recovery for me. Recently I've been doing a lot of thinking and hoping. Last night I stood outside my house and talked to a really good friend of mine for a while. Bj gave me some really good advice last night that I've been told before, but didn't listen. I guess it just really ( Read more... )

Alot has been going on since my last update. Not much has changed but hey, it's something different to talk about. I lost my job, they said we had really slow business so they had to let me go. That's ok, I was getting tired of all the BS drama that was going on there. I wanted to get out of it all anyway. I wish I could find another job at an ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this in a very long time, for that I'm sorry. I've had a lot going on. Basically life is just a bunch of shit and it sucks...PERIOD. Since I have a minute or two I'm going to tell you all about what happened to make me feel this way ( Read more... )

This weekend was really good. I had a lot of fun. Lets see... Friday night I went and saw my daddy at home as soon as I got off work. We talked for a long time. I love my daddy. Btw, my dad had a series of heartattacks and was in the hospital for a couple days. He's home now, but he's really sick. I hope things will clear up. He's on medicine ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time. My computer is broken. I'm at beth's right now because well...I want to be. A lot has gone on since I updated last. First things first ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a lot of fun to say the least. I thought Beth wasn't going to get to come down, so I got pissed. I got so mad I had to leave so when I left, I went to Walmart to pick up some Cd's, then Beth called and said she was coming down. I was so happy! But, I had already made plans with Bj and Ryan to go do something so....I asked Beth if ( Read more... )

The beginning of the day was really good. I got up at 6:45. I went in the kitchen talking to my mama and brother before they left for school and work. When they left I went back in my room and sat in the middle of my bed all wrapped up in my blanket. I waited and waited for the phone to ring. Finally I was freezing so I got up and went in the ( Read more... )

This weekend has been the best weekend I've EVER had. My babydoll Ryan got out of Jail Thursday night. Friday I was supposed to see him but I didn't get the chance to. I had to work until 7 and then I was tired. He called me though. We talked for a very long time. Then he told me he'd see me soon. I was thinking "how soon" I was so anxious to ( Read more... )

Today has been the best yet. I'm feeling really good right now actually. I ate today and didn't get sick. I slept really good last night and I plan on sleeping really good tonight. I have court tomorrow but I think it's going to go ok. I'm almost positive it will. Things went really well today at work also. Dean is awesome. He's really cool ( Read more... )