its been soo long since i last updated!.. so you better comment lol

so its a new year and i plan on it being better then the last...

A NEW YEAR...

So this is a new year, ill try to make it better.

Resolutions are made and broken, lost and forgotten.

Memories of the year that's come to pass are now falling from the sky like confettii.

Hopes of ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

GOT A CELL PHONE.... 560 5535 <<< CALL THAT SHIT!!

I LOVE SNOW

Went over to Andrews house and we played in the snow for a while untill some white truck came and ruined our fun. then we talked for like an hour... and i have come to the conclusion that IM IN LOVE WITH ANDREW WILLIS!!!

Im sorry....

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault

(I stay ( Read more... )

I get the same feelings over and over again... im over it.. then im not.. over it.. then im not... latly i've felt very displeased with myself... and im not sure why.... i think in part b/c i dont want to still like ben.. yet i still have feelings for the boy!... very confused about that one.

Im way to critical of myself also.. i mean like when i ( Read more... )

Ok... so latly i've been doin the normal stuff. so here are some of my Likes and dislikes ( Read more... )

I should be over all this...and yet somehow i just cant stop thinking about it!! im so confused and i have no idea what to do! ahh i hate how you have to look at me like that.. it makes me miss you so much more...

shoot me in the face.
gauge out my eyes.
slit my throat.
just do what you have to do.
pick your means of destuction
that will get rid of ( Read more... )

Halloween: i went trick or treating with andrew, ray, and rachel in CHS.. that was a lot of fun.. i was soo cute!... i was an angel and i was all glittery!

Last night i hung out with Margaux and we went swimming in the ocean.. very chilly!.. then we hung out with tristen and carl!

Today i hung out with jordan!! and that was awsome! we were at the ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty good... im friends with one of the ppl i used to dislike very much with a passion!... but now we are are cool and im happy... things have been goin really good for me lately and that just wasn't happening a couple of months ago! so this is great... it feels great to just be able to put shit aside and make peace!