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I get the same feelings over and over again... im over it.. then im not.. over it.. then im not... latly i've felt very displeased with myself... and im not sure why.... i think in part b/c i dont want to still like ben.. yet i still have feelings for the boy!... very confused about that one.
Im way to critical of myself also.. i mean like when i realize somthing that i dont like about myself.. i feel like i have to change it otherwise people wont like me... and i used to not give a shit...
I feel ugly...
i feel like im not good enough for anyone...
what is it?!? i just dont understand...
.... comment if you feel led... it would be greatly apriciated ...