(no subject)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
And all of this was all your fault
(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this
i HATE thinking about things that you just cant answer. like why i still care about the boy that has almost ruined my outlook on boys in general. and how i cant get over him no matter how much i want to say i am... im not... i dono if i ever will be! : (
i really hate things right now...but i love my friends!! all of you are awsome and you are always here for me and thats all i could ever want!
i've decided that for christmas i want "santa" to bring me a boyfriend.... so if there are any takers.. who want to take on the task of like finding me someone.. b/c everytime i find someone i think/know i like.. it doesnt work out... so... like i said.. anyone who wanted to get me somthing... thats a good one... lol
sorry that was kinda long.