on a more positive note my vacation back home went well.. aside from the fact that my gpa broke his hip and fell on it again.. he's doing alright.. i got to see my family and they were surprised to see me :D the surprise was my favorite part because it got to show me how much they really did miss me and really do love me and to see all of the ( Read more... )

So things have been going well.. i talked with my bfb about things the other day which was really hard because all she could do was sit there.. listen to me.. and then tell me that i'm wrong and she does care and she's just exhausted so i should just understand that that's all it is... ok.. well things were going well.. i went home and only texted ( Read more... )

On a better note. I got to talk with my ranching buddy today :D It was refreshing we havent' talked in awhile. We both got to vent and bitch about life to each other. I need to get my ass out to sturgis to go to the kenny chesney concert with her and have a fun drunken time. I'll be 21 then so it ought to be a blast! I miss her! I'm so excited to ( Read more... )

 So.. I kinda wanted to talk about this last night but I thought it was pushing it.. it is on my mind tho whether justified or not and what the hell is a journal for if you can't just get the shit that's stuck in your mind out so you can rationalize it later into what was and wasn't justified.

I feel like I was just a stand in and just a temporary ( Read more... )

So last night was a blast.. for the most part ( Read more... )

So let me just start by saying it pays to go out with the cops :)

I went out with a couple of friends and my best friend last night. It was overall a really good night but there was a lot of unneccesary drama. I had a really good time. We got to hang out and drink and dance just the four of us and I got to get out and do my own thing for a while ( Read more... )

So I dont' know if it's that there has been so much going on and i'm worn out ffrom that or if it's because tomorrow's friday and I'm just getting fed up and ready for the weekend or if it's because I had to see the stupid doctor today but i'm a bit crabby.. here's the deal ( Read more... )

 Well this week has been a very revealing week for me - i spent a lot of time talking to my bfb about our relationship - i think that all the time spent thinking about it and talking openly and truthfully about it let me know a lot about myself and it was refreshing to be able to completely bare everything and be 100% open - i love this friendship ( Read more... )

 there is so much going through my head right now that I don't know where to start and this entry will most likely end up very jumbled and hard to understand ( Read more... )

So today started out ... well the way last night ended... thinking too much ( Read more... )