okay, so either i'm bipolar (which i highly doubt, as it's very unlikely...and sort of ridiculous to even consider) OR the pill and my hormones are making me nuts.

ecstatic/depressed/ecstatic
mean/loving/mean/loving

with almost NO happy medium most of the time. so weird.

well, i wish i had something exciting to say ( Read more... )

okay, so i've never been one to be very open about ANYTHING with my parents - AT ALL - as many of you may know, but yesterday ( Read more... )

why doesn't anybody WARN you that applying for financial aid at a college is, if possible, a MORE arduous process that applying for admission itself????

if you haven't yet started - like I hadn't, because I'm a moron, apparently - do it NOW.

this is ridiculous.

DONE.

all done with applying to college. just finished. feeling...accomplished, i suppose. i was expecting some relief, but perhaps that will come once auditions are done. jesus christ, this crap is draining.

it's 2008, huh ( Read more... )

it's weird to be simultaneously so exhausted and so EXCITED ( Read more... )

i have a very full brain right now ( Read more... )

ever get so overwhelmed that you just cry?
i do.
my heart is full to the brim; i'm crying.
i'm happy.
oh my god, i'm happy.

i can't remember the last time that i felt like this.
have i ever felt quite like this ( Read more... )

FOUR DAYS ( Read more... )