"Are we losing control?" | "Yes," under my breath, but I kept going.

[lissie_pissie]

★ If you don't care and/or are short on time, I give you the abridged version. It is basically the gist.

Abridged Version→ I had a beautiful day. I learned how to DJ, I picked it up so quickly, and I am so completely confident that if I needed to play a set while he ran off and did something, I could. I had a fucking BLAST

Comments

[ashley_west]

This guy? He sounds amazing. And your dilemma, ugh. Tough one. Sorry I can't be of more help. :( Also, I apologise for not commenting much lately. Still love your posts, BB. <3

[couchant]

You two seem to fit so well together, it's amazing to read that. I'm really really picky to, which is why I "only" had one bf until now and when I really do like someone, I hate it too. I can't even explain it.

[medland]

♥

[iwant_sprinkles]

Thinking or no thinking, I feel like this is going to work out on it's own? This entry reads a lot like when you first started seeing CJ (I'm not saying that HE is like CJ, I'm saying that the way you feel right now, on paper, comes across in much the same way), and I know that you had similar issues back then about being in a serious relationship, and you got through them. If you like this guy enough, you'll get through them and you'll be whatever you're supposed to be - whether you freak out or not. If you feel like you want to back off and you DO, then it's because you truly weren't ready for this. If you freak out and get through it anyway - like you have done before - then at least you know what you're getting into

[nitsa_maro]

I read both versions :D

I love the way you talk about him and it's amazing how perfectly you two fit each other ! ♥

Changing is always difficult especially involving such delicate situation! There is no doubt that you two enjoy each other's company TOO MUCH(♥) The fact that this isn't just physical attraction, makes it difficult to think straight or make any reason ! Time will show bb, sweet dreams ♥