Today i came to school ON TIME!! wow thats amazing... i never make it to school on time and today they gave me nocho's for my pregnent ass! ha ha ha that s funny i think. but anywaysi still havnet talked to my babys father in TWO MO. i am so mad but i did meet someone new.. hopefully they wont make me feel blue... i am goign on a date this weekend ( Read more... )

So i was home for the weekend.... fun fun, oh not so much fun i actually had a horrible time...all i did all weekened was fight with my dad what fun that was NOT!! i ended up leaving my mothters house and didnt come back until my dad went away for the rest of the weekend ( Read more... )

Well its weds. and i will be missing school for the rest of the week! ha ha i have to find an externship and quick i want to get it out of the way so i can have this baby! well i am goging to the hospitol to visit my uncle... and then my mom is taking me home! hurray and my dad will be gone for the weekend!! i am so excited... well im off the the ( Read more... )

Well this week started off shity... my gram stayed all weekend to save on gas, b/c my uncle is in presby hospitol then on sunday i fell down the stairs.. the baby is fine.. but my ankle is all fucked up! and it still hurts.. then i had my baby's first pics.. to tell me that she is a GIRL.. and rob still aint talk to me.. and the lord only knows ( Read more... )

well what to do now. life seems so unfair. my uncle is doing well.. this double lung transplant is really helping him out. a friend is gone.. and i finally realize that rob will never be back, but my firned said that he has to come back because i have his baby! A good friend of the familys passed away this week.. he didnt do anything to get shot, ( Read more... )

well this week may be a little better all i did yesterday was sleep... my uncle just had his double lung TRANSPLANT on friday it was crazy i was up the whole time not one wink of sleep.. ha ha lol.. and then on sunday i became a mom.. lol a god mom.. i still have four more mo. to go before this baby comes out.. yes that is right i am just about 5 ( Read more... )

what is wrong wit me? i can not figure this out. i am sad and confused and do not know what to do. well i got a new phone # you can email me if you want to get it! but rob left me and wants nothing to do with this child now. i dont know why. so as it looks i am goign to have this child on my own.. maybe he will change his mind.. i have not the ( Read more... )

another horrible day i am failing all of my classes and you know what i do not even care i am sick of school and i am just plain old sick as hell.... i have so much make up work and i dont even want to do it any more. i just dont care all i know is i am moving out in oct. and getting a place with rob... i am excited!! well i have to go now and try ( Read more... )

Well i am so tired and sick of being sick. i think i might drop out of school i can not deal with all of this anymore there is just to much pressure on me with school and work and trying to find an apt. rob and i are thinking about getting an apt. but i dont know because he is a lil weird lately. one day he wants to be w/ me and the next he dont, ( Read more... )

Well I woke up this morning to a beautiful voice, my baby called me this to make sure i was up and ready for school! he is so sweet, but know i dont know when we will ever see each other he is always at work now becuase he works daylight and i work evenings.. were both to tired to chill when i get off work so i guess the weekends are our best bet. ( Read more... )