I am so tired and sick. so sick of being tired.. i am mad because my dad told me that i shouldnt havea baby shower what kind of bull shit is that? i cant stand him he makes me so mad id ont ever want to go back to school but i have to well i think im gonna go now.. not much to say today but FINALS ARE DONE and i am gonna miss the 9th floor crew!

two finals down.. two more to go!! i cant wait to get out of this hell whole for a little bit!! this school drives me crazy!! i just cant deal with it! of coarse like most quarters i have a book on back order because they dont know how many damn books to get... they are crazy

KELLIE MARIE came to visit me! it was great! I had a great weekend. i got lots of new baby stuff and my lil sisters party was CRAZY there were 7 kids total who did not go to bed until 4AM and where up at 8AM that is crazy as hell... i was so tired.. then kellie came up and visited me! we caught up on old times.. it was fun.. well i am bout to go ( Read more... )

Wow this is amazing i have never gone to school this much ever in my life. well maybe in high school but i never went all the time with the exception of the first quarter when i learned that this sschool is a joke. missing all the days that i have missed i still managed to get all of my work done. teachers are pissed because monica and i got all of ( Read more... )

Well monica and i jinxed the night... So we were at "big" laurens house and were doing a shit load of make up work because we dont GO TO SCHOOL and we were talking about all the fun 'drama' filled times at cityline.....there for we ended up talking about how the police were always on the nineth floor.. so monicas boyfriend called and hung up then ( Read more... )

So this past friday i found out that my cousin has cancer and on saturday they gave him 2 days to 2 weeks to live. he's only 26!!! this is crazy my family seems to be falling apart. it is crazy then.. my cousins babys father wont give her, her 13week baby back! i mean how rude can you get......

well im going hom an dgoing to bed

goign to get jen a baby present.. then stuff for the shower... then i have a doc apt...

i woke up soooooooooooo early this morning and i dont know why... this baby is drving my belly crazy.. all i want to do is EAT!! this is crazy..

well on to make up a test now..

well i am getting ready to go to the doctors office now!! to have an ultrasound done.. so i can see my baby! watch her kick the shit out of me.. ha ha lol i cant wait i am 24 weeks... and ready to have this baby...i cant wait to have my baby shower.. i mean i guess my mom is spoiling me a little bit by haveing two baby showers.... but one is for my ( Read more... )

Well I had went to the church this evening for baptisimal practice for my baby! it was so boring! everything he 'taught'us i already new from cym classes(catholic youth ministries) then this priest was a new one and my mother is mad at me becuase off all the questions i asked the priest! i went to a catholic church my whole life and i asked him ( Read more... )

Well still no word of my babys dad, where did he go, i worry you know. I dont want him back but my stomache is aching the baby wants to hear her daddy voice... why i dont know he's such an ass. i should have known better than to hang out with a thug, to fall in love with him and have his child. i am so heartbroken i dont even know what to do. what ( Read more... )