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Well i am so tired and sick of being sick. i think i might drop out of school i can not deal with all of this anymore there is just to much pressure on me with school and work and trying to find an apt. rob and i are thinking about getting an apt. but i dont know because he is a lil weird lately. one day he wants to be w/ me and the next he dont, but i think it is because he is affraid of comitment if you know what i mean. we both like each other alot but then there is just something missing and i dont know what it is. But there is this one boy that i kinda like at work i mean i dont like him more than i like rob it is just that he walks me home sometimes if i work over and stuff you know? well anyways... its weird now because everyone is dropping out of school. dustin, q, and mike all left and i dont think they will ever come back. they were a lovely bunch.. ha ha... but what is weird is they were all allways in school everyday until this quarter.. i dont know tho. i kinda want to leave to just because it seems like everyone else is leaveing you know. but i kinda dont want to be like everyone else... i just dont know.. i only have until january so i can do it.. at least i hope i can do it you know what i mean? well i have to get back to class to do all this make up work... ahhhhh i hate school and i never want to come back!! but i will i know i will......