okay. first things first. i met a boy. i told you about him. he's not the kind of guy i ever pictured myself with. but he is the kind of guy i always imagined myself with. not the same thing. one of those guys you wished u were with, but never really were. we've been going out for about a month and 3 weeks.. somewhere along that line. he means a ( Read more... )

wow. this past weekend was the best weekend i have ever had, seriously, in my ENTIRE life. okay, i have a Lot to say, and i am going to explain Every detail of it, because it meant so freaking much to me. lol. first of all.. the excitement starts thursday.. i checked out of school at lunch to come home and pack so i'd be ready when morgan and mark ( Read more... )

Norman ( Read more... )

I have a Lot to say later. But for now. I'm in Serious Like!!!! Anyhow. Church tomorrow! Blah. Later.

Okay, it has seemed like i've just been really depressed and worried about everything here lately.. which i have been, cuz i thought for a second that MAYBE every guy wasn't the same.. but it's over now.. i mean.. i went through that stupid depression stage over guyz a long time ago... had to take that stupid anti-depressant LEXAPRO! and it sucked ( Read more... )

I guess.. I might as well... give up??? Right? I mean.. I think he's Avoiding me. I don't know what to do. Boys are really ... I don't even know.. but I don't want to let this bother me. But that's the thing... I HATE BEIN' A HOPELESS ROMANTIC SOMETIMES! I get hurt to effing easily. I fall to easily. Yeah well.. I don't know what to do. That ( Read more... )

He got offline w/out even telling me bye.. and then like.. 20 minutes later.. got back on for like 10 minutes.. and didn't say anything to me, and then got off.. and hasn't gotten back on. I..

Wow.. he was definately the last person I thought I'd fall for up here... But.. I'm glad it happened.. he's effing Awesome, and I like him a lot. Tonight we were all hanging out at Survivor Grill, and I was really upset.. Everyone thought I was bored.. but I wanted nothing more than to be there.. I was really sad and upset that I am having to ( Read more... )

I hate all boys. I think they should just all vanish from the earth, and every girl should become a lesbian. All they do is depress me, and they have absolutely no right to be here.

I MET NORMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!