Apr 01, 2005 23:33
Norman:
PainTuRnaILzBLck: are you there?
kill normragan: yes!
kill normragan: what was her name?
PainTuRnaILzBLck: danna hamlet
kill normragan: are you ok?
PainTuRnaILzBLck: no
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i went to school with her my whole life
kill normragan: I am soooo sorry.
kill normragan: what happened.
kill normragan: ?
PainTuRnaILzBLck: her boyfriends friend was driving, they just lost control and hit a bridge.. she was the only one that got hurt.. they didn't even get hurt.. at all
PainTuRnaILzBLck: and she died
kill normragan: that's awful.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: norman.. i don't know how to deal with this
kill normragan: ashlee hang in there.
kill normragan: I wish I was with you right now.
kill normragan: I know how much it hurts.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: norman.. i've never had anyone close to me die before.. Ever.. not even a relative.. i don't know what to do.. i don't know what to say.. i need something.. i don't know what i need, but i can't just sit here
kill normragan: someone is about to talk to you.
kill normragan: hold on.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: ok
kill normragan: my.
kill normragan: ok.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: who is it?
kill normragan: bekah.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i am talking to her already
PainTuRnaILzBLck: well i have to go ..
kill normragan: I love you soo much ashlee.
kill normragan: just hang in there.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i'll try my best to... this is really hard
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i got to go
PainTuRnaILzBLck: bye
kill normragan: bye.
kill normragan: <3
Bekah:
BekaH is TUFF: hey sweet<3...
PainTuRnaILzBLck: hey
BekaH is TUFF: how're you?
PainTuRnaILzBLck: not good
BekaH is TUFF: i heard.
BekaH is TUFF: what happened?
PainTuRnaILzBLck: her boyfriends friend was driving, they just lost control and hit a bridge.. she was the only one that got hurt.. they didn't even get hurt.. at all
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i g2g
BekaH is TUFF: hmpf. i know theres really nothing that anyone can say to you right now to make you feel better... believe me, i know. but you'll be okay. its gonna take alot of time.. but you WILL be okay. this past winter a close friend of mine died in a car accident... a cop hit her .. it wasnt even her fault.. but it killed her on impact. that was the hardest thing i've had to face in my life.. she was 17, like me... a senior in high school.. and the sweetest person ever... she didnt deserve it.. and as bad as i want her here with me... i know shes better off where shes at now.
a friend of mine always told me that when God cries.. it rains.. the night of her wreck.. it rained. hard. but the next day the sun was shining .. it never even showed a sign of bad weather. my friend told me that God needed her smile to keep him from crying.. and i believe that. its hard. really hard. but i know shes still here with me...
theres alotta people that care about you ash. you know that. you're gonna be okay. everything will be... its just gonna take alot of time. <3 i love you.
BekaH is TUFF: kay.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: wow...
PainTuRnaILzBLck: thank you so much becca! that really helped
PainTuRnaILzBLck: Really
BekaH is TUFF: im always here for u ash. u know that.
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i know.. lets keep it that way :-)
PainTuRnaILzBLck: i love you
BekaH is TUFF: i love youuu!
PainTuRnaILzBLck: bye
BekaH is TUFF: bye girl <3
Thanks you guys... I love you. And you mean a lot to me.