Oh god. I don't even know where to start. I am moving? Tomorrow. I guess. This sucks. I came home and my mom was packing my stuff. I was so mad. I have never been so mad at her. She was being such a bitch about it. Like smiling at me and stuff. I like flipped out and oh man. I fucking hate her more than anything right now. If she thinks I'm moving ( Read more... )

The Deviates are an awesome band. Their album, Time is the Distance, is awesome. Everyone should like them.

Sad/angry again. Stupid.

Yeee de de de. I woke up this morning and I was like, "Hey! I feel really happy this morning!" Then I was thinking, Man I remember when yesterday I was sad about....and then I got all sad again. haha. But it was ok because I laughed that I did that to myself. I feel fine today though. I realized, that really, theres no point in me being sad. I ( Read more... )

I haven't slept. I just got done reading a book. Now I'm watching the movie to see if its the same. Its not. I already knew that though. I feel so so weird right now. I feel somewhat happy but really depressed at the same time. I think too much, thats my problem. I'm also so so sick of how everytime someone says they care, its a fucking lie. No one ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.

My surveys are better than anyone elses. Oooh plus el pictureeee.

( the last part of this line is VERY questionable. but after a bazillion listens this makes the most sense. )

Stupid people (named Sam) seem to be thinking that this:

"I miss my old friends...A lot. Everything used to be so perfect. I wish I could erase just ONE single night. ONE single thing...I hate myself sometimes."

is about them. Its NOT, and they are pretty dumb to think that it is. I happen to be pretty happy about what happened on Valentine's Day ( Read more... )

I wonder, sometimes why I have been given the most awful parents (well parent+step parent) in the world...What the fuck did I do to deserve it? Nothing, thats what. My mom wonders why Im such a brat...its her. Its what she does. Its him. Its how he gets in my face for no fuckin reason and makes me feel like absolute shit EVERY single day.

( I'm gonna tell you what I really think I like about Mondays. )

The Locust is on MTV. Its weird. So hmm...what to say about today? ANOTHER FUCKING WASTE. Theres that to say and it was really fucking boring. My old friend Monica came over and drank some of my moms hidden liqor with me though then had to go home shortly after ( Read more... )

Welcome ladies and gentleman to the eighth wonder of the world. Today is such a gloomy rainy day. It looks kinda peaceful and nice. Jonathan slept all day yesterday so its ok. No biggie. So this is stupid--The new CYPRESS HILL song is to the beat or whatever to Guns of Brixton by THE CLASH. Thats just retarded. It took me a while to figure out ( Read more... )