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I wonder, sometimes why I have been given the most awful parents (well parent+step parent) in the world...What the fuck did I do to deserve it? Nothing, thats what. My mom wonders why Im such a brat...its her. Its what she does. Its him. Its how he gets in my face for no fuckin reason and makes me feel like absolute shit EVERY single day.
I saw the Jesus movie...after about 45 minutes, it was AMAZING. Ahh...I cried so much. The beginning was boring and all I wanted to do was laugh at how funny they sounded. Tonight, Jonathan picked me up and we hung out and drank at my house with Stefanie. Then just when I was beginning to feel drunk, my step dad turned into a fucking jerk because Stef wore his coat and got all in my face and was saying all these mean things to me. I got so so mad, all I could do was cry. I've been doing so much of that lately. I'm rarely happy. I just want to be happy all the time...I dont even think thats possible. I want to fucking shoot him. My mom didnt say shit about it either. She doesnt care...When she said its not right for someone to be wearing someone elses jacket Jonathan told her, "Well its not right for a grown man to get in a 16 year old girls face." It was so awesome...she just walked away. She knew he was right.
Thank you Jonathan, for saying that to my mom and wanting to kick my step dads ass....oh and for singing Trogdor to get me to stop crying. You are so great and you make me feel so much more happy. <3
Well thats all kiddos...Erin, if you read this, I love you and I miss you so much. And Stef, I love you a lot too and its so great to be able to hang out again.
<3 amy
I saw the Jesus movie...after about 45 minutes, it was AMAZING. Ahh...I cried so much. The beginning was boring and all I wanted to do was laugh at how funny they sounded. Tonight, Jonathan picked me up and we hung out and drank at my house with Stefanie. Then just when I was beginning to feel drunk, my step dad turned into a fucking jerk because Stef wore his coat and got all in my face and was saying all these mean things to me. I got so so mad, all I could do was cry. I've been doing so much of that lately. I'm rarely happy. I just want to be happy all the time...I dont even think thats possible. I want to fucking shoot him. My mom didnt say shit about it either. She doesnt care...When she said its not right for someone to be wearing someone elses jacket Jonathan told her, "Well its not right for a grown man to get in a 16 year old girls face." It was so awesome...she just walked away. She knew he was right.
Thank you Jonathan, for saying that to my mom and wanting to kick my step dads ass....oh and for singing Trogdor to get me to stop crying. You are so great and you make me feel so much more happy. <3
Well thats all kiddos...Erin, if you read this, I love you and I miss you so much. And Stef, I love you a lot too and its so great to be able to hang out again.
<3 amy