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[lipsticknbeer77]

Yeee de de de. I woke up this morning and I was like, "Hey! I feel really happy this morning!" Then I was thinking, Man I remember when yesterday I was sad about....and then I got all sad again. haha. But it was ok because I laughed that I did that to myself. I feel fine today though. I realized, that really, theres no point in me being sad. I thought about all the things I was sad about and none of them really matter. Friends, so what if they suck? I have my real friends that dont suck at all. My family? Whatever, all I have to do is ignore them. Jon moving? Its not like Ill NEVER see him again. If there are better girls in college, whatever. If he likes them, lettim. I know IM the cooler one.I don't know why Im even worrying about these things because I dont have any reason to. I am guessing its just the trust thing. Oh well. So like I guess one or two of the things matter but mostly all of it was just really stupid shit that I was making way too big a deal about. My life is fine I suppose, It could be way worse. I GUESS I do have people that care about me. I guess. I still feel REALLY sad all of the sudden like every once in a while but all I have to do is think of things that make me happy and I'll be fine. I wish I could make other people feel happy now.

Im looking forward to this weekend for some reason. I just want to spend time with my friends.

I miss YOU.

<3 amy

edit-12:02 pm....
Just x Lust 77: I wonder how boys in Etheopia are.
MakeTheMakeupRun: probably think we're so great
MakeTheMakeupRun: cause we arent emaciated
MakeTheMakeupRun: and they'd FUCKING WORSHIP our white asses
Just x Lust 77: Oh man, Lydia....lets go to Etheopia.

I am moving to Etheopia to live a life of boys worshiping me and learning how to click. Good bye.