Just curious.... is anyone still out there?!

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Im 30. sigh. Am feeling kinda hollow today. The last few months ive been reaching out to people... wanting to help them, wanting to give back in some way. Yet, when it comes to the last few days, when ive been alone and needing someone... noone has time for me. I feel ive given away parts of myself to so many people, and gotten none back.. ( Read more... )

im old. old, but not grown up yet.

been stuck in the house every night for the last week. tonight is friday... and im stuck at home. gary_the_bigbad is working nights, so i dont see him at all. And all my friends.. have grown up. Everyone is with their families and children... or just "too tired" to come out ( Read more... )

Here be the obligatory yearly update

2011, was a good year. Main highlights being getting engaged to Gary_the_bigbad, and buying a house together :) oh, and losing 6 stone ( Read more... )

*Bought a house!

*Got engaged!

*Loving my work

*Lost 6 stone

*Lots of fun planned.

:D

I am now OFFICIALLY a Registered Band 7 Clinical Cytogeneticist. The thing i have wanted to be since i was 16. Ive done it. all the uni, all the studying, all the working for free, all the stress. Im there ( Read more... )

So. Everything is reeeally good :) I got my contract extended at work, so will be getting paid until the official job is sorted (I've applied, just waiting for my interview). I'm back at derby officially, just building up my stamina again to be bout ready ( Read more... )

OK.

Mostly, everything is good. Loving the new flat, loving my gary_the_bigbad, loving all my friends and paid off all debts, divorce all finalised, house all sold, healed well from surgery, getting healthy, fit to finally go back to derby.. etc ( Read more... )

So it's the last day of 2010. It's been an eventful year.

Highlights include (in no particular order)...

*Being named Most Valuable Player at the Scottish Roller Derby Tournament
*Selling my house
*Paying off all debt
*Moving back to Edinburgh
*Moving in with gary_the_bigbad*Having surgery with great results so far ( Read more... )