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[liomari]

Im 30. sigh. Am feeling kinda hollow today. The last few months ive been reaching out to people... wanting to help them, wanting to give back in some way. Yet, when it comes to the last few days, when ive been alone and needing someone... noone has time for me. I feel ive given away parts of myself to so many people, and gotten none back..

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[penlo_deuph]

As I said earlier, this is just normal human behaviour sadly. Either you're the sort of person who gives of themself to others or you're the sort who expects the help selfishly. It's easy to say, 'don't worry about them, they're not worth it', but it's not easy to accept that yourself. I know as, right now, I'm feeling the same way about some situations. The people who matter to you the most think the world of you and that's all that counts. You're a really strong person but it's ok to be vulnerable too. Big hugs xxx

[socraticlaughtr]

I'd give you a hug and cook you some food.
No, you aren't a kid anymore, but I feel that you want to be treated as an adult anyway.
Yes, have fun, but you control it.

Wanna new roommate?

[lacuna_raze]

I've offered my support to talk and catch up many times especially recently but you haven't wanted to share anything since before Christmas..

Sometimes giving love and affection to people you think need it in the hope of getting something back doesn't work so well because feelings can be a bit too complex for a quid pro quo exchange. The people who are always there for you are always there for you if you don't push them away or shut them out.