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OK, I could be going crazy. And it could be a complete coincidence that after I wrote I was happy, things went spiraling downhill. But I almost believe that by saying I was very very happy out loud, it jinxxed it. Thats why I am writing about it again today; I am completely freaked out how things not only got bad after I said I was happy, they got ( Read more... ) -
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I'm not happy anymore.
Dammit.
I definitely believe things can be jinxxed.
I never will say Im happy again lol.
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I am so freakin happy ( Read more... ) -
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I am very, very, very excited to go to Florida in three days=) The sound of the waves, the brightness of the sun, the relaxation I will feel and the words of a good book are all that consume my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
It's not right, but it's okay.
Valentine's Day is a week from today. I will spend it with my good friend Alie, who coincidentally is engaged. Her fiancee is in med school at State so they are going to celebrate the holiday that weekend. I am happy she wants to spend Valentine's Day with me<3 I make a good substitute valentine, I think. However, she is going home that night ( Read more... ) -
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Damnit, I cared too much again ( Read more... ) -
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I feel so weird. I dont feel alone or even lonely. I just feel aware. Aware of what I have been missing. Its true: the hardest part of seeing other people with their boyfriends is the fact that I remembered having that too. That's the thing about boyfriends-you sort of start to take advantage of them being there. The forehead kisses, the phone ( Read more... ) -
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I got really drunk last night. I called people I definitely should not have called.
I am very embarassed right now. I have turned into Annoying Drunk Girl Who Drunk Dials.
I don't think I'm going to drink for a while. Lately it seems I can't control myself.
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finals kill people.
So finals have compelled me to procrastinate and write in this thing once again ( Read more... )