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I feel so weird. I dont feel alone or even lonely. I just feel aware. Aware of what I have been missing. Its true: the hardest part of seeing other people with their boyfriends is the fact that I remembered having that too. That's the thing about boyfriends-you sort of start to take advantage of them being there. The forehead kisses, the phone calls,the cuddling-you get used to having that so when its gone, its hard.
But then it gets better. Because you forget. You go back into single status, where its almost like your exboyfriend wasn't even your boyfriend. I think thats called the healing process-when your heart is ok and you don't remember what you're missing out on, don't remember the feelings. And I'm glad I'm in this place. They say the key to happiness is a bad memory. I couldn't agree more-forgetting the pain, the memories and the love was the key to making me heal and feel better.
No one wants to admit it. No one likes to say they are lonely. But we all feel it. I don't think it makes us less strong (at least I hope not)If anything, maybe it makes us stronger to admit we are lonely. We are stronger by admitting our weaknesses.
I refuse to settle.
But then it gets better. Because you forget. You go back into single status, where its almost like your exboyfriend wasn't even your boyfriend. I think thats called the healing process-when your heart is ok and you don't remember what you're missing out on, don't remember the feelings. And I'm glad I'm in this place. They say the key to happiness is a bad memory. I couldn't agree more-forgetting the pain, the memories and the love was the key to making me heal and feel better.
No one wants to admit it. No one likes to say they are lonely. But we all feel it. I don't think it makes us less strong (at least I hope not)If anything, maybe it makes us stronger to admit we are lonely. We are stronger by admitting our weaknesses.
I refuse to settle.