i need a friend...im me please...i need someone..i need to vent or cry or cut maybe..
I have not cried or cut in a long time..
man..I don't want to fail
failing is me right?
what is wrong with me guys..
I just am soo sad..
I don't know anymore.
:(

Hi,
I want to go to sleep..
But i feel like if i turn the tv off my mind won't shut off..
So its useless to tr y and sleep
Uselesss to fucking do anything.
I am sooo angry all of a sudden..
Over nothing at all..
what the hell is wrong with me.
OMG
OMG..

i feel sad...the feeling and memories are coming back to me..The weakness much much more..
Oh no...OH NO...SHIT

ickyness...
Pain comes back..
Can't let it find that weakness..
I will be strong..
No matter what it's toll..
I will not lose :(
Sadness will not get me..

hi,
Its about 1:00..
I am about to go to babysit at 2..
Thats all..
I am so freaked about my weight..
I don't know what to do..
OMg i ate some apples and coco wheats..icky!

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