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i think that i am doing fine right now..
I got to talk to brian last night..
It made me happy hearing his voice.
i hope i ge to see him tonight. I miss him..
and its only been a day.

i feel so so icky..
i just wanna sleep..
but i can't sleep..
i feel so depressed..
i want to cut...Badly

i feel very icky..
shoot me..

god...why must it become so hard..when life is so worth living?
i really honestly hate myself.
i am nothing but a waste to me.
i know everyone loves me and wants me to be happy.
but wtf can i do to make me happy and at peace with myself?

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cutting? goood? i want to feel the kinfe again...
should i ?
could i ?
how would i explain?
i want to soooo badly.
FUCK

hi,
I do not understand why life becomes so rough..
when life seems to be so pleasent.?
Do you say fuck it..
take the pain and bow to your mistakes?
what the fuck?
die already?

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