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hello...
I have not wrote in a while right?
i have been doing pretty much the same things.
babysitting and brian..
i had a doctors appointment with the therpist and my gyno.
I don't have to go to therpy..
My gyno had changed my pill yet another time..
omg i wish that this would just get all stright..
it gets on my nerves soo soo badly..
But have been feeling okay these days.
I have felt sad here and there but nothing i can't handle.
Maybe i found my place.
maybe i went through all that i had needed to.
and i am given the rewards i maybe deserve.
I don't know..still very cautions.
I think that i always will be.
I know inside that the feelings are always there.
they are just not breaking me down.
Or maybe i am just faking myself til it catches me off guard and kicks me on my ass.
I don't know..
what do you think?
Much luv
I have not wrote in a while right?
i have been doing pretty much the same things.
babysitting and brian..
i had a doctors appointment with the therpist and my gyno.
I don't have to go to therpy..
My gyno had changed my pill yet another time..
omg i wish that this would just get all stright..
it gets on my nerves soo soo badly..
But have been feeling okay these days.
I have felt sad here and there but nothing i can't handle.
Maybe i found my place.
maybe i went through all that i had needed to.
and i am given the rewards i maybe deserve.
I don't know..still very cautions.
I think that i always will be.
I know inside that the feelings are always there.
they are just not breaking me down.
Or maybe i am just faking myself til it catches me off guard and kicks me on my ass.
I don't know..
what do you think?
Much luv