I don't know how much longer I can bare to sit around and watch the slow decomposition ( Read more... )

What, you're still here ( Read more... )

Time for an update ( Read more... )

ok I think I have a problem. seriously. I apartment search for hours on end, bookmark, make notes..and then after much stressing and a huge buildup I make the occasional phone call, in which I book an appointment to view a space...but I never go. Or if I make it to the building..I don't go inside and actually LOOK at the place. anxiety taking over ( Read more... )

( To place the hands upon another and erase their pain )

The vet called back with Mandy's latest blood results. Seems there may be something wrong with her pancreas. In comparison to the horrible visions I have been having..I can deal with this. Although we almost had another scare with her yesterday ( Read more... )

I think I just left the house looking like the crazy homeless looking lady who paces Queen west in clown make-up. I just wanted to look pretty when I went to the art supply store in front of my place but my hands are still weak and not steady so make-up...a challenge. and I'm high. yup. only thing i can do to ease this pain. Had a lil visit with ( Read more... )

( pins and needles and pills oh my )