I was just reading all my entries from the past year.. its like if i knew how things would of turned out then I wouldn't of wasted soo much on this complete asshole. This whole town reminds me of him. I pass his street everyday i go to school. I just spent soo much wasted time with him, hanging out every other day with him. He was really all i ( Read more... )

long time no talk.. its been crazy since i last wrote in this. I can't really go in depth because I gotta wake up early. But just some quickies... Tony and I don't talk anymore.. because he is the biggest asshole that I've ever met. He just came out to be someone who wasn't right for me. I guess he lied to me about everything and our relationship ( Read more... )

Once you are tagged you must write an entry about six weird habits/things (about yourself) as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names ( Read more... )

Well I just found out that me and my friend are going to CALI and Hawaii July 1st through the 14th or 13th. Im soo excited. I can't wait.

i will update this later...

Reluctance to let go of things that are holding you back is a real issue this month. It will not be easy but you know it is time to move on to new ventures. This will be possible only when you turn your back on an area that is keeping you from move forward. It is like you have been pulling a wagon full of heavy stuff . Feel the apprehension and do ( Read more... )

These past 8 months have been a waste of my time. I thought I was really starting to "fall in love" obviously, I was totally wrong. Things happen for a reason. Its def. over. I feel sad, lonely and totally confused about that exactly went wrong. I have no idea what to think anymore about him. He was def. not my type of guy. So its time to move on ( Read more... )

This is a never ending battle for me. NEVER fails. I always get the assholes. I hate fighting, i hate the little arguements, I hate that I can't trust him after what I heard, I had being lied to, I hate being this "girl" that is soo sensitive, I hate how soft hearted I am, I hate that is seems like I can never be happy, I hate bitching yet i seem ( Read more... )

(like he is ever going to read this but this is how i feel right at this moment). I honestly feel like giving up on "us". Im feel like i can't take much more of how things are going right now. Im done feeling like im ur last priority If I'm not on the top of yours, You are def. not going to be on the top of mine. Its like i care about you soo much ( Read more... )

nothing much going on right now. confused about alot. I have no clue on what i want right now. Tony and I got into a little fight. he is just really selfish and i hate that.

I don't really care anymore.

I honestly don't know what direction im going in right now.

who knows.???

Its been a while since I last wrote on this thing. Well i've been working alot. and hanging out. Not too much of anything ( Read more... )