I give up

[lilmissinnocent]

(like he is ever going to read this but this is how i feel right at this moment). I honestly feel like giving up on "us". Im feel like i can't take much more of how things are going right now. Im done feeling like im ur last priority If I'm not on the top of yours, You are def. not going to be on the top of mine. Its like i care about you soo much sometimes, then other times its like WHY bother? Its like you can't open up to me, or tell me whats going on inside ur head. YOU are very selfish and I don't understand why you would even want to be with someone because you care more about YOU instead of anyone else. I can't seem to really let you be, I don't want to stop talking to you, I wouldn't want us to stop what we have. But i dunno how much more of this I can take. YOU are all i think about, I wonder what you are doing, I wonder what you think, I wonder if you ever think about me, I wonder how much do you really care about me, I wonder if you would be sad if we did stop talking. There are soo many things I think about but why bother wasting more time, because it seems like we aren't going anywhere. Its been 7 months, going on 8 next month.

Im just done with these feelings.

maybe its time to really move on.....

I feel like i deserve better than this