unbelieveable ( Read more... )

after reading all my previous entries that are guy related i can confirm that i really am a total moron when it comes to guys ( Read more... )

alright so i guess i'll type out what's going on. i guess it's overdo that i haven't typed this out. plus it's my job to overanalyze everything that goes on in my life, so why not this ( Read more... )

i love my mommy.

i'm an aunt! my nephew likes to crap himself every time i hold him. it's how we bond.

i went to vegas!

i play in a band. our first gig was last night. it RAWKED.

i've met an incredibly nice guy. kind of forgot that guys like this existed.

overworked and underpaid. wish i got paid to play in a sandbox.

very sleepy

that's it.

so i mean, there are some cool things going on ( Read more... )

from the wall street journal. very interesting article, written by a black guy no less. he makes a lot of very good points. points that obviously i'm not allowed to express...because supposedly that would automatically make me a racist or i'd be attacked. no one wants to discuss stuff like this, only dictate and debate and try to rip me a new one ( Read more... )

well i can't claim stupidity yet  but i suppose as this derek thing possibly develops i need to figure out where my head and heart stand. i did myself a disservice/favor by reading my previous livejournal entries as well as my hand written journals. i found them somewhat amusing, as part of me was like "there's no way that this would happen" and in ( Read more... )

ok so is it possible for a person to change over a year and a half.....this is a serious question ( Read more... )

so i'm not sure how i feel about giving someone a second chance but it looks like i may  give in. then again maybe i'm overanalyzing it. highly doubtful ( Read more... )

so a couple things ( Read more... )