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after reading all my previous entries that are guy related i can confirm that i really am a total moron when it comes to guys.
and i am way too guarded. if i don't put forth some kind of risk and let my heart go a little, i will be screwing myself over for eternity.
i would type more on what's developed the past few weeks, but it'd take too long.
however, i do have a date to a wedding i'm going to next friday. let's hope this date pulls through... :-/
it's the same guy i've mentioned in the previous posts. i'd say he likes me, based on how he acts around me , he freudian slips, he asks me to hang out with him every weekend and the fact he outright told me he thinks i'm an "amazing" person, he talks about me all the time to all his friends and family, and wants to get to know all about me. WHOOOOOOOOO SAYS THAT AND MEANS IT?!?! and he was so passionate about it. seriously??!?! none of my guys friends say that to me, never have and most likely never will.
so....i really like this guy, and it scares me, so i'm guarded because i don't want to get hurt. story of my life. just praying i don't eff it up. because i will be really devastated if this goes down the shitter...or if he's just a really nice guy...that's how my luck runs.
and i am way too guarded. if i don't put forth some kind of risk and let my heart go a little, i will be screwing myself over for eternity.
i would type more on what's developed the past few weeks, but it'd take too long.
however, i do have a date to a wedding i'm going to next friday. let's hope this date pulls through... :-/
it's the same guy i've mentioned in the previous posts. i'd say he likes me, based on how he acts around me , he freudian slips, he asks me to hang out with him every weekend and the fact he outright told me he thinks i'm an "amazing" person, he talks about me all the time to all his friends and family, and wants to get to know all about me. WHOOOOOOOOO SAYS THAT AND MEANS IT?!?! and he was so passionate about it. seriously??!?! none of my guys friends say that to me, never have and most likely never will.
so....i really like this guy, and it scares me, so i'm guarded because i don't want to get hurt. story of my life. just praying i don't eff it up. because i will be really devastated if this goes down the shitter...or if he's just a really nice guy...that's how my luck runs.